Sometimes to you ever wish you had something to say…or do you think that you have things to say but you could not say them? This past week has been one of those weekends! I do not know if it was the additional stress or the upcoming trip that is on my mind.
LOL! Let’s say my face knows when I am stressed…I had some acne pop up this weekend and I nearly cried! THANK GOD post adolescence my acne only appears when I am super stressed. To be quiet honest I did not realize I was that stressed but when your face shows you, it makes you stop and re-consider.
Another stress (smaller stress than what is really on my mind) is that I will be traveling to Africa in about a week. One major fear is that something will happen now that I am so close to leaving that will yank this opportunity out of my minds. I am not sure why I have that fear! Maybe because I have had things get right down to the week before or the day before and something happens and I cannot do it. Honestly I think I will be stressed about that until I actually get on the plane!
I have no fear of flying, traveling to a new country, visiting multiple cities etc. I am wondering how my body will do with all of this travel! I am praying for safety and health protection! I truly believe that this will be a life changing experience! Keep me in your thoughts as I travel.
My hope is to take pictures and then when I come home take some time to really share my experiences. Let me know if that is something you would be interested in hearing about. I know this blog is written to just explain on my feelings (self therapy) but I also want to make sure that at the same time this blog helps someone.
Maybe it will help you realize that you are not along in this journey of living with RALF, maybe you are struggling to have determination, trust, or even holding on to what God’s will is for your life! What ever your issues, I pray that you know you are never alone! God is good and will never leave you!
Our pastor gave a wonderful messages this Sunday! It really opened my eyes and my heart. My goal it to de-stress this week and remember that SOMETIMES I can say what I want to say and other times I may SOMETIMES need to write those thoughts!