Need to work on defining the meaning of that word! Ops! I love to study and once I get in the grove I go for hours…but for some reason…like tonight it is way more fun to just play on my computer :(. Ok ok I am learning what to do and what not to do but it is nice to be able to chill…. I know in a week or so things will change.
I was having a conversation with someone today and she reminded me that one thing friends are constantly looking out for is what makes their friend happy and successful. Not only that she reminded me that no matter where you work or what you do…if you ever decide to stand up for what is right…always know who you are going up against and what the repercussions of those actions can be. I appreciated her honesty because that is so true. But you also have to realize that sometimes the right choice is the last choice you make, why? Because you know everything that is at stake! You know that your life will never be the same, you know that this journey will have a much different ending than what you wanted BUT! You did what is the right thing to do!
For many people the right thing to do can line up with how much money they want to make, what type of house they want, what type of car they want to drive or for some people it lines up with they believe they should do or say according to what the Bible says. I know that sounds like a cop out answer but for some people (myself included) I prefer to listen to what the Bible says to guide my life. So many truths are contained in there and so many times when I follow what it says…things turn out ok! It may be not ok right away…or quickly but things do work out ok!
So when you are in a tough spot, I recommend never compromising your integrity! Remember that you are an awesome person, strong and determined! That yes times may be tough and we may not understand why we are going through certain journeys! BUT things do work out…and the best is yet to come!
Through pain this is gain! Remember that!
I have been med free for about a week now…..let me tell you that the pain has been constant and some days more intense than ever! I’m praying that I can find some insurance quickly! Again I got a denial letter today 😦 …apparently having RA throws a wrench in obtaining insurance! So pray with me on this journey that starts soon….I am excited, nervous, scared but also looking forward to seeing how God will bless me through this journey!