Do you ever feel overwhelmed? Or that sometimes you spend all the time focused on your pain! It is hard to not get frustrated and angry but for me…I have really felt overwhelmed the past week or so! I am getting down to my last class week of the semester. I have a major paper due and a HUGE (beyond huge) final.
Every part of me wants to spend every moment doing nothing but studying but you can only do so much studying! So I am trying to balance everything..add on my RA pain, Fibro fog and the side effects of the medication…and it is a mess!
But amazingly I am still hanging in there! I don’t know how I do it…but still hanging in there! Yes I’ve been quiet on here..mostly because this past week I have felt so exhausted. My energy has been zapped but I find that whenever I go days with out blogging….I start feeling restless. Just being able to share my feelings/thoughts/frustrations…is so helpful!
So this morning…yet again at 1:30a.m. I am still up ..but I’m positive! I’m hopeful that I will do well ( self-talk here) and I’m hopeful and positive that I am in school for a reason. Earlier this week I got majorly stressed about finding a full time job, car etc. and then I had to stop myself. I was so anxious I could tell I was heading down the wrong road! Everything will work out! I know it will and until I get a full time job and my own car…things will go as they have….which is fine! 🙂
Don’t worry about things you cannot change and do not stress! You are not alone in your battle and only do in a day what you can do 🙂